-car rides and sunsets-

its what i was afraid of
feeling just yesterday
i was so set on not letting love capture me
but here i am
flooded underwater and barely breathing
and fighting against any thought of anything coming to me

closed doors and miles of space
still just can't separate this connection
can this possibly be for the better?

car rides and sunsets
and all that we've got left
chasing you upstairs and back down
holding hands as we make our way across town
could all be compromised
for all of my uncertainties

where do we get off this?
well i couldn't leave if i wanted to
you'll crush me when it all comes down to it
and leave me empty and searching and asking
why i ever gave in in the first place

i keep trying to make sense of this
but all i can come up with is
i'll be fine when you need me
and lost when you leave